This post is a tiny extract from an article by artist Jerry Wennstrom published at the excellent Non-Duality America blog
Nurse Log: A Radical Departure
… I had hesitated for a moment then immediately chose to take action and not to give it any more thought. In retrospect, I believe it was a way for me to jump back into the Now, and in doing so, relinquish all controls and contrived possible outcomes.
I was abandoning the idea of “hope,” false or otherwise, and handing life and death back to the gods for them to do with it what they will.
It was a way of saying, “Yes — there is life and there is death and I am here for all of it!”
– Jerry Wennstrom
Read the whole article at Non-Duality America blog